Friday, November 5, 2010

random

Bismillahirahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah wbarakatuh..

I should be doing my poster..later I need to present the poster.But somehow mood nak ckp sesuatu ada.Well,sebenarnya nak share this very interesting info on effects of doing maksiats.

22 akibat berbuat maksiat

Very intersting..buat kite muhasabah diri..n check hati dan amalan kita.

*tetiba jadi speechless plak*

Saya rindu pada suasana itu..perasaan itu..yang dulu selalu kurasai..

tak pe la kalau tak faham.

ku rasa mudah..namun amat payah..
namun ku tahu ini tanda cintaMU padaku..
kesekian kali ku ulangi lagi..
Aku ingin mencintaiMU
setulusnya sebenar-benar aku cinta..
ingin mendekatiMU selamanya sehina apapun diriku..
Namun padamu juga kualunkan keresahan dan tangisan..
ku tahu bukan semua yg kumahu terbaik untukku..
namun kutahu telah kau titipkan kekuatan..
Meski kurapuh dalam langkah
kadang tak setia padamu
namun cinta hanya padaMU
maaf bila hati tak sempurna mencintaiMU
tolongku YA Allah..
hanya padaMU kupasrahkan..

*lagu remix*=))

masih bertatih mendamba cintaNYA

happy hari ni dpt ceramah free from ayah.Love you daddy..Hopefully semua urusan kekandaku berjalan dgn lancar..Ameen..

I know this might sound so random but i knw whatever im jotting down in here may sound so cliche and *whatever plus rolling eyes*BUT you will say that if you dont know how I feel.

okie leave ya with this..

mulakan setiap perkerjaanmu dengan bismillah agar keberkatan ada padanya.

BERKAT=masa sikit tapi dapat buat banyak bende.rezeki sikit tapi dpt beri byk manfaat.

semoga masa,usaha dan rezeki kita diberkati olehNYA..

Ameen~

Thursday, September 30, 2010

pilihan dan kesempatan

Bismillahirahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah wbarakatuh,wahai yang sensitif dengan apa yg masuk dlm hatinya..

Dah lama kan tak tulis apa2 kat sini..minta maaf la..tak update..kerja dunia sedikit memakan masa yg tersisa dalam hidupku..Just so you know..I'm still alive..breathing..still here...:D

banyak je nak fikir....thinking whether nak fikir ke tak..kalau malas fikir boleh tak?dan biar kat sana je..Mu dok molek2 kat sana..jgn kacau.haha.

Semoga walau apa yg terjadi dlam hidup ini tak merubah kite kepada yg lebih tak molek. This semester,I once experienced apa itu stress yg sebenarnya.stress tahap tak dpt buat apa2.Letih je sgt2.*sorry aa kamu.please let me express myself.CAN?*..And I think I've changed to become orang yg pendiam dan memendam.When actually I'm not that.chali laa..especially when you should've said somethng but tetiba u just don't know what you should talk and express.I get confused of what I feel and think.Holiday is never a holiday.I know I should enjoy my school days.that later in my life,I shall miss this big time.BUT this mesin of mine is too worn out.banar~

And sometimes when all you want to do that day is just FOR YOU.But things keep on knocking neglecting the sign outside my door.NAUZUBILLAH letih dengan kerja yg 'PERMANENT'.

and eventho I sometimes feel I'm being selfish saying this*I'm tired.can i have a holiday?*.BUT ntah la..I dunno.Too much expectation that makes me break into pieces cause I can't withstand the pressure.*deep down I feel guilty saying this*I've come to the extent I don't know what's right and wrong.What best shall I do.etc etc..BUT the big question is have you tried your best shot???

I have weird dreams these days.W.E.I.R.D.okie..weird dream..can you stop pestering?it's getting annoying.STOP!*marah usulnya*:P


And I'm confused as well apa bende yg perlu dimarahkan atau perlu didiamkan.ntah la labu...saya pun tak tahu..boleh tak someone bagitau?

pengalaman hidup ada yang penuh bahagia sampai hati berbunga..ada yang mengundag duka hingga bermuram durja.But I know Allah itu PALING tepat janjinya..bila Dia hilangkan matahari dan turunkan hujan..sebenarnya pelangi akan timbul JUA..:)

*kompom org konfuse ia ani happy atau sedih.HAHA.*be my guest to guess..=))

dalam hidup kesempatan itu banyak..namun pilihan jualah yg menentukan kita nak rasa atau jadi apa..KAN?=))

dalam bahagia ada duka
dalam pasti ada keliru
dalam diri ada hati
tanya hati apa semua ini
Namun bila petua hati tak berfungsi
HANYA padaNya lah jua tempat kulabuhkan semuanya...

Ya Allah berilah kupetunjuk akan jalan yang kau redhai..jalan yang akan membuat hati ini tenang..
janganlah kau biarkan akau memberi alasan untuk keletihan yang kurasai yang membebani hati ini..
Jangan biarkan kata-kataku melukakan hati orang..jangan biar keputusanku melukakn hati2 insan2 yg kusayangi..Namun jika itu yang terbaik..kuatkan aku ya Allah..kerana hambamu ini lemah..tiada daya kubertahan andai bukan dengan QUDRAT kebesaranMU..tingkatkan kesabaranku..keimananku..

tetaplah pilih daku menjadi insan pilihanMU dalam menjadi ghuraba dlm dunia ini~


p/s:MM,sorry banget..guilty still I need to cancel our date.nda tahu kan ckp apa jua.I know u dissapointed.It pains me too.*diam sha*XXo

My teddy bear,thanks for brighten up the day.you are there to change my rainfall to rainbow=))

*don't assume.Cause it's not what you're thinking*Peace y'all.

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah...

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Didn't mean it to be this way

Bismillahirahmanirahim..

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah wbarakatuh,wahai yang lembut hatinya..

can't sleep eventhough mentally tired.huhu.Just got back from SEED kat tumpat malaysia.belum sampai seminggu laa.GAIN A HUGE LUMP of experience and surely friendship.*huge grin*

Is it just me or everyone is just about the same situation?haven't adapt much on brunei and normal routine.Trying tho.

I met many slamber people.I wish to learn that from them.I learned that being a translator is trying.haha.once I translated malay  kelantan dialect into english in 3 straight hours.well,by th end of the 3 hours,my brain got drained off that I talked malay to my singaporean n turkish friend.They give me this blank face.N was confused of the xpression.When he mentioned that I talked malay..THEN I realized I spoke malay.huhu.later that afternoon I escaped from the program.My CPU need its rest badly.

In 2 weeks,I'm exposed to chilli fertigation  industry.It was fun except when we need to prepare the business plan.but the business jargon was a bit puzzling.Thanks to athem n jeremy*huge grin* who help a lot in our mere knowledge about business.It must have been a troublesome to keep us company.N I knew you almost broke off when I asked what is wholesaler.HAHA.

The hospitality from Universiti Malaysia Kelantan(UMK) was the best!First time,I act as a participant.All this while I've been one of the organizer. It sure feels different.I can say it was a holiday in a way.Alhamdulilah..I'm never deprieved of water.hehe.it's handy.

Jazakumullahu khair katheer to kak dayah,east,iqa,safura,shy,sam,an-nur,habib,yazid,gman,miji,all the lecturers and oragnizing commitee on making SEED a happening program for us!!

I learned to appreciate what I have in Brunei.Nevertheless,I love the aura and environment in UMK's hostel.very condusive.kalau ada course saya kat sana,nak sambung belajar kat sana plak.

I can say that I'm one of the big fan of UMK.Org2 UMK dah brainwash saya.hehe.masa nak naik flight balik,ada board besar tentang UMK,happy sgt kite tengok, siap ambil gambar lagi.betapa cintanya kami kat UMK.hehe.

Masa SEED dah habis,kita semua jadi angau kat SEED sampai dimana saja kite pegi dan tengok akan membuatkan kita relate kat SEED sama ada org ni pernah cakap ni..org ni ada buat ni..habis lah kite kena label angau..sebab ketawa dan senyum sorang2.huhu.now managable lah KUT.insyaAllah.

kena move on.hidup dengan kenyataan.bukan dengan angan-angan dan mimpi.:D

semua yang telah dan sedang saya alami adalah suatu ujian buat saya.I didn't mean it to be this way.will try to make myself busy so that boleh lupakan.kalaulah dapat makan panadol,lepas tu dapat lupa.akan saya makan panadol itu.hehe.REALLY WANT A "memory loss" medicine.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

unleashed the childhood secret

Bismillahirahmanirraheem~

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah wbarakatuh,wahai yang selalu memperbaharui niatnya..

It's late and I'm still not sleepy..somehow..my tiredness had abandoned me to do whatever that I needed and havd to do.Catch up with my beloved people,that's a must.I can't live without having at least a few of them spicing up my day.I like somethng spicy..*lame!*well,you know what I meant right?minta izin untuk cakap somethng personal sikit.I miss kamu semua..*you know I'm talking about you*like berabisly..as kak Fihubbillah said in her post rindu ani nda kan pernah habis n berhenti..

I don't really like exam season.you know why?cause I'm restricted to do stuffs I usually do like meeting up my buddies n chilling~I guess everyone is busy..with revision and preparation kan?it's 2 weeks plus the revision week.well THAT's THREE weeks.batah kan?!

Well I need to prioritise.Sometimes I find it hard to express my thoughts in here.Well,most of the time.huhu.kadang-kadang ada jua niat kan mem-vainkan diri atu kan,you know talking about your life and what happened just now that you wanted to share or you feel frustrated by that paper*for example*hehe.tapi kalau nada faedah ,buang tenaga saja menulis kan?so if I *majal jua* need to let it all out I'll just go to my other blog..hehe.*Apakan~*yawnn~

bah ok ok..I'll stop..kalau kamu mengantuk agatah kamu tidur..sal I'm going to talk about myslef jua ni STILL.hehe..

SubhnaAllah I'm sorting some of those puzzles in my life.These days I'm always left alone with my puzzle block.Trying to figure out where each puzzle should be placed?I always end up asking myself why did I want to do this puzzling puzzle on the first place?Everything need to be sorted out.I dearly envy those gifted people who can easily read the pattern and see their intended values to be shared with others.As for me,I'm still with my puzzle block.Haven't finished my part.

I guess meeting quite a few people makes me reflect back about nikmats that I've received from Allah,and questions like*see above*linger quite frequently:

"Have I fully given my best shot?"
"Is it the bestest that I can give?"
"Is this what Allah intended me to do?"
"Where will you see yourself in 5 years time?10 years time?"in the grave already?*boleh jadikan?*

Isn't it if I haven't given my best, I will be accounted as a servant yg kufur(tidak mensyukuri) nikmat?Will I?:(

You can say that I kinda in that crossroad again.huhu.I shall continue my puzzling confusing thrilling journey.I believed and will always believe that Allah has better plans for me.Allah is THE BESTEST PLANNER!

If I were to ask myself personally what I really want and/or what I really think?I don't know if it's somethng possible for now:).Did make a few research on it but haven't got the answer that I'm searching for.I don't know.Let Allah guide me..insyaAllah..I'll find THE way~The BEST in Allah's ilm.Yet I'm not saying that I'm not thankful what Allah have given me..SubhanAllah..Alhamdulilah..TOO much that I'm speechless..

Whenever Allah put you in situation where you don't really like, it is to teach you something right?so that after the ordeal is over,you shall appreciate THE PRESENT more...

And I think it was a long test.perhaps I haven't passed it?Did i keep on failing on THIS test,Ya Rabbi?Once there was this dear friend of mine who said that "bila Allah uji kita pada benda yang sama berulang kali,itu bermakna kita belum lulus dengan ujian-ujian yang lepas"have you encountered a situation where IT is actually the same concept,just with different people and time?The same feelings..the same frustration..the same script different cast*macam lagu Whitney Houston:P*

well..there you go..the answer to that is...YOU STILL HAVEN'T succeeded YET.So keep on trying..keep on trying khadijah..keep on trying making  a successful attempt.insyaAllah..Allah takkan sekali-kali menyia-yiakan usaha yang hambaNya lakukan..insyaAllah..

*some text missing because too personal to share*-belahan hati2ku,can ask for password from me at my other blog.*
As I've given it athought,I came across with two realization. First, Everyone are created with different attributes and strength.Same like a metal.Every metal has it's own benefits and attributes that differ themselves from the other.For example,Iron.Iron can not replace magnesium in its function and strength.Same as us(human beings).I love this notion..

"Allah tidak menciptakan manusia ada yang pandai ada yang bodoh. Tetapi Allah mencipta kita semua berbeza kepandaian. Carilah keistimewaan diri masing-masing"

cue:carilah keistimewaan masing-masing..

 secondly,buatlah yang terbaik untuk dirimu kerana Allah bukan untuk orang lain.I know this sentence doesn't seem to have any extraordinary impact to you but to me it gives and makes a huge difference.

 

Dalam kembaraku untuk mengenal serta belajar erti  sebuah metal logam dalam lapangan dunia.I know that it feels that it's too late but I believe the word 'never' shouldn't be put in my dictionary so that MY CPU always see possibilty in my kembara.*kembara sounds wayy cool-er than expedition don't you think so?hehe.

while you're trying,have faith and keep husnuzon with Allah...Allah is THE BEST PLANNER.

 this goes to me first and foremost...have you given your best shot using your attributes and strength and doing all this because of Allah for YOU~??

 I found this video very uplifting..wanna share it..enjoy~



okie..let's go ambil kertas mahjung and buat 100 wishes that is achievable insyaAllah..n lakatkan di dinding di bilik...So that it will remind you of your dream that yet to come true..insyaAllah...

"kenyataan hari ini adalah impian semalam.."

set your goals high..in everything..dalam ibadat solat,sedekah,pelajaran,bersahabat,membalas jasa ibu bapa and other things that you want to achieve...SET YOUR GOALS HIGH!!

for example..I want to solat tahajjud every night..I want to khatam Al-Quran at least 3 times per year..I want to study till masters in..*fill the blnks*..and many more..

with our dreams...we plan what should we do to fulfill it..write down your objectives every week..every months..so that we can see the progression..N with that,EVRYTHING is achievable n POSSIBLE..NOthing is impossible in Allah's ordain,,If HE say ku fa yakun..It'll happen..:D

what we should do now is TO STRIVE AND DO OUR BEST..

I'll leave you with this wonderful ayah from Al-Quran(surah Ar-ra'd(13):11
"..Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah keadaan suatu kaum sebelum mereka mengubah keadaan mereka sendiri..."

I'm sure this ayah is sooo common to you..but have you got the chance to really ponder and reflect this ayah to yourself..?kita kena ubah keadaan kita..what is keadaan kita?maksudnya..We need to change our behaviour..renew our niat so that it'll become better and better in having faith in qadha n qadar Allah..rasanya keadaan apa lagi yang harus kita ubah so that rahmat Allah mendekat?*I'll leave you to think of that*


Sebelum berjumpa pada post yang akan datang*I can't promise that it'll be soon.biiznillah..I try*,I leave you in ALlah's protection and love..jaga pandangan..jaga kata-kata..jaga hati yang seperti air yang mengelegak itu~

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah wabrakatuh...

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

kalau Tuhan kita kenali

Bismillahirahmanirraheem..

kan share my favourite song.lagu yang sangat soothing and best..it touches your heart really..listen with your heart WIDE OPEN..:D

nama lagunya bila Tuhan dikenali from mawaddah..




Kalau Tuhan kita kenali kasih sayang dan perananNya


Kalau Tuhan kita fahami keagungan dan kekuasaan Nya

Kalau Tuhan kita rasakan betapa Dia sangat cintakan hambaNya



Kita akan sanggup berjuang sanggup mati kerana Nya

Kita akan sanggup berkorban apa saja kerana Nya



Kalau Tuhan dikenali

Cintailah Tuhan Dia adalah segalanya

Korban kanlah apa sahaja kerana Nya

Cintakan Tuhan cinta paling mahal

Cintakan selain Tuhan cinta murahan



Kalau Tuhan kita kenali

Dialah segala-galanya

Kalau Tuhan kita fahami Dialah pengurus seluruh keperluan kita

Kalaulah kita faham Tuhan ini siapa sebenarnya

Kita akan sanggup menerima ujian kerana Nya

Kita sanggup buat apa saja demi cinta pada Nya



Kita akan sanggup menerima ujian kerana Nya

Kita akan sanggup menderita demi cinta padaNya



Kalau Tuhan dikenali

Cintailah Tuhan dialah adalah segalanya korbankanlah apa sahaja kerana Nya



Cintakan Tuhan cinta yg abadi cintakan selain Tuhan cinta murahan

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Am I like that,my reflection?

Bismillahirahmanirraheem..

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah wbarakatuh,wahai insan yang diberkati masanya...


Apa kabar semua?post kali ini sedikit private yg ditujukan pada sesetengah individu(read:yg penting) dan it might sound so random that you'll find it hard to comprehend.but i wanna share it anyway.hope you'll get something out of it.

ditujukan especially and restricted untuk kawan-kawan perempuan.
I learned a lot from friendship.
It's where I learn about myself
It's where I know when I'll be mad or about what,
what I don't like
What I like,
my usage of vocabulary,
how I wear my clothes(style),
My way of seeing things
my attitude,
my routine,
how I interpret situations in my life..

oh yes..I learned a lot..I learned a lot(majal)..that it'll be endless to list it all out.If my job in this world is to write every single miracle that had happened to me,I'm sure to put you in,my friend.did i sound so tacky?huhu.that side of me,being helpless romantic.:P..aisyah san,u remeber u said we both are..hehehe..

in life,there are not always sugar or honey to taste.there are all sort of flavour like dark bitter chocolate, ubat tunjuk langit yang sangat pahit that if it touches ur tongue everything you taste after that will taste pahit.not nais that.laisa lazizah...(bah google.type:pokok tunjuk langit)

So apart of our laugh-all-we-want moments,we TOO got the chance or so I call it,to feel the tunjuk langit moment.AND that too is not naiss..but yea..we face it nevertheless.TOGETHER.Did you remember,we face togther the pain of H1N1,and those sweet and sad moments..:D

but there are times when iman is at its weak state,syaitan with his lorry2 whisper bad things about you.I'm sure both of us are fighting with all that kaid(tipu daya.it's arabic.read it with one cilible:P) kan?but our friendship is for the sake of Allah so we get through that test.n we manage to give wrong address to the syaitan to go to other contestants who are in need of their company.NOT me n you.

it pains me when what I did was a thorn to your heart.Know a fact that sometimes me myself is very confused on what to act or how to act.Want the best for you but instead,it ain't. eventhough sometimes I do feel pain with your words or action but if i can handle it,I won't make a fuss out of it or I'll approach you when I've mend it.I always believe that whenever people do bad things to me,MAYBE in the past I did the same ol things to someone or to that person,kan?*what goes round comes around-justin timberlake:P*

Allah berfirman:"Dan musibah apapun yang menimpa kamu adalah kerana perbuatan tanganmu sendiri,dan Allah memaafkan banyak (dari kesalahan-kesalahanmu)"Surah As-Syua'ra(42):30

somehow your favourite food is my favourite food too.(sometimes~)*background lagu  norah jones..sometimes sometimes..looks like morning in ur eyes..over lah plak.huhu.So benarlah dan terbuktilah kesohihan hadis nabi yang mengatakan bahawa berkawan dengan si penjual minyak wangi..kita akan terpalit bau harumnya..insyaAllah..moga yang baik2 saja yang idah putik.huhu.having you around make me realize that i like to memutik or so you call it.you say one new word/phrase and next thing you realize it had become my frequent vocabulary/thesaurus.ada2 saja laa..like..okie dokie..UF48,berabis~,spesis,sweatheart,MPB and many more.who can guess siapa yg memulakan penggunaan perkataan2 diatas?siapa dapat,idah bagi sekalung doa.:D

I learned that whenever I feel pain by what you did,I'll try to remember what good things you've done to me so that I don't give a tiny bitty space for hatret to have a seat at my red room called heart.merahkah warnanya?huhu.okie saedah adang mengarut yg lame ani.

or If there is time when I knew something from someone else when you should've told me yourself,I knew you have your own reason for not telling me and I knew that it's for my best interest.I learned to be positive with whatever happen to us and our friendship.there's a saying that says "why should I be sad when there are thousands or perhaps millions of resons to make me smile.KAN~~~?*angguk2 dengan sangat excited*

Evethough I won't lie to you that I did cry or jauh hati or bertapa for a while to recall back my millions times of sharing is caring moments with you..:D

Allah berfirman:"Dan kami jadikan sebahagian kamu sebagai cobaan bagi yang lain.MAHUKAH kamu bersabar?Dan Tuhanmu Maha Melihat."25:20

I'm sorry if it took you a while to hear my part of the story but I don't usually tell people how I feel or what I am feeling at the moment if I'm still in that state.okie..enough of my curhat.boreng dah ni..kan tidur urg...:P

P/S:I am not really talking about A person but many people or all people that have known me.

NOTE that and always remember that when I don't say a thing,it doesn't mean I don't care and it doesn't mean i forget about u.you will always be my friend..ila jannah biiznillah..and you are my miracle...*you know who you are*

HUGGIEE~

Dikesempatan ini,hamba ingin mengucapkan selmat hari raya..huahua..OKIE!lameee~nadawah..okie serius2..idah kan minta maaf pada semua..halalkan apa-apa yang termakan n terminum..prilaku dan perkataan yang membekaskan parut di hati..maaf a..yang nampak atau nda..yang didengar,terdengar atau nda...yg  tercium bau..tapi nda kena offer untuk merasa:P..segalanya...*perkataan maaf bukan hanya pada hari raya.sila ambil maklum..hehe.*


kelemahanku janganlah dicela..kerana kumenunggu untuk kau menegurnya,wahai sahabatku..cerminan diriku..

lotsa love
sohabatukunna Siti khadijah

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Hold on

Bismillahirahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah wabrakatuh,wahai yang sabar pada ujianNya

mungkin kan cakap sal ujian kali..insyaAllah..eventhough orang yang menulis bukan orang yang pakar dalam menghadapinya..

Lebih jauh kita melangkah lebih banyak seni ujian yang kita hadapi dan rasa. berkurangnya usia setiap detik lebih banyak tanggungjawab yang harus dipikul.lebih banyak perkara yang menguji.

cukup bagiku Allah..Walau kadang hati sedih..walau kadang letih menahan rasa.mencuba husnuzon dan berlapang dada..mempraktikkan kata2 yg diucapkan nyata mujahadah sungguh.berlapang dada itu nyata bukan mudah.

namun ujian atu  jangan sampai menjatuhkan atau jangan sampai menjauhkan pada sesiapa atau sesuatu..Idah belajar banyak..banyak sungguh..Hold on to Allah..no matter how great the tide is.NO MATTER..

jika dulu orang cakap hidup ini suatu perjuangan dan pengorbanan..idah percaya separuh saja.tapi sekarang mengakui quotation atu..dan menghayati kata2 atu...membuat idah lebih banyak menilai makna hidup..Alhamdulilah..

hidupku untuk matiku..

muhasabah niatmu..muhasabah pekerjaanmu seharian..Adakah keranaNYA semata?

peringatan untuk diri sendiri pertama-tama dan pada semua...

maaf andai kurang mengerti mesej yang ingin disampaikan..hanya orang yang menghadapi akan faham maksud tersirat..maksud yang sangat general I would saya.

YA Allah,tambahkanlah kekuatan dan kesabaran dalam menghadapi kehidupan yang fana ini..

tips bersama yang I find very interesting untuk mengingati mati is dengan menolak usia kita dengan angka 63(umur rasulullah)..so LET SAY my age is 20 la a..63-20=43 years dah hidup di dunia..atu pun if sampai umur 63 tahun..but at least tani nda fikir umur tani muda masih.kalau tulis real age tani atu.So tani akan fikir..Banyak dah bekalan kitani kan jumpa Kholiq kitani?*tepuk dada tanya iman*:'(

tips diatas atu dapat from membaca this one book.and soalan atu ilham masa melawat nenek saudara di hospital..menginsafkan banar..masa sehat tani tani buat apa?banyak buang masa?:(

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

untukmu

Assalamualaikum warhmatullah wabrakatuh,wahai yg sabar dan redha dengan ketentuanNya..

just a quickie..I shud be doing my assignment.idah ada assignment kan buat.huhu..n here I am posting something.
 semoga lepas ani,I'll be more semangat buat assignment.insyaAllah..bila yg terbuku dihati diselak satu persatu untuk membuat mereka yang idah maksudkan membaca helaian-helaian  perasaan yang kutulis dihati ini selama kita menjalinkan persahabatan..


Untuk mereka yang mengerti diri ini
yang selalu say positif things when akal tak bisa menafsir hikmah
untuk mereka yang tidak jemu mendampingi
dalam keadaan lame jokes dan mood nda mau becakap n tapuk bawah meja
untuk mereka yang selalu ada
bila duka mencengkam..perasaan terhimpit..self-esteem at the lowest
untuk mereka yg membuat hari2ku penuh warna
dgn jenaka yang tak berlebihan..*wah er*:P
untuk mereka yang setia dan thabat
mengongsi sayang dan kasih dalam hati kalian..
terima kasih tak terhingga kerna membuka pintu hatimu
bila kumengetuknya perlahan..
memberi laluan untuk ku mengerti hatimu dan kebiasaanmu
kita sama2 pelajari diri kita..
berkongsi perasaan...


meeting you is one of the nikmats that I thank Allah everyday..sungguh NIKMAT dan rahmat dariNya kerana mengenalimu  dan ketahuilah tak pernah ada sesal dalam diri ini kerana engkau membawaku mengenali dan menyintaiNya..bermatlamatkan redhaNya dalam tiap ibadahku.Wahai sahabatku..jazakumullah khair katheer~

walau perpisahan ini telah kurasai sebelumnya.namun pedihnya tetap sama..meraih air jernih untuk mengalir di pipi..

 *senyum sokmo..meredhai apa yang telah ditetapkan..:D*

-read this while it last.before ana delete*maybe*

pertemuan itu tak sekejap.time will make us adapt.KAN?

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Don't miss me,ili:p~

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah..

just kan gtau I'll be away from the lappy for a week..marilah kita meninggalkan dunia cyber dan kembali memuhasabah diri..memperbaiki diri..membuat anjakan paradigma..

dari jahat kepada baik...
dari kurang baik kepada baik..
dari yang baik kepada yang lebih baik..
dari lebih baik kepada yang lebih lebih baik..

biarlah hari esuk dan seterusnya menjadikan kita membuat penghijrahan yang tidak akan henti..

semoga hijrah itu HANYA untuk mendapat redha Allah..

Jaga diri dan Iman..:D